Exhausted is what I can describe about my days.
I don't know why I felt like everything went wrong. I can't take the pressure.
I can never be good enough. I can't be perfect. I have my flaws. I can't take too much pressure. Because I'm not as strong as others
I don't know if I can take this.
I need a good start.
Life there is not as good as expected. I fight. I need to. I have to.
Tapi aku tau, Allah takkan menguji hambaNya melebihi kemampuannya
"La tahzan, Innallaha ma'anaa" [Qur'an 9:40]